PLEASE NOTE THAT ALL POETRY APPEARING ON THIS SITE IS MY
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I am lost without you,
That is all I can say,
I thought we could still be friends,
But I was wrong,
Being with you,
And not feeling your touch,
Is like murder for me,
I have never felt this way before,
And I don't know why,
I am finding it hard to let you go,
I don't want to let you go,
But you have let me go,
Let me go, far away,
I want you back,
But I am lost,
And lost is where I'll stay.
 
 

I've seen you a few times now,
I enjoy your company immensely,
When I see your smiling face,
I makes my heart flutter,
I hear your rough deep voice,
Sending shivers up my spine,
When I’m away from you,
I think of that smile
And your voice,
And wish you knew,
How much I care,
How strong my feelings are for you,
If you only knew............
Would you care too????
 

Its so cold,
So dark,
I'm growing old,
And yet,
There is no one in my heart,
Its times like these,
When I feel really bad,
I look around and see,
There's no one here but me,
Its hard to be alone,
Just like a stone,
Sitting at the bottom of the sea.
 
 

Shivering in the cold, I feel so empty inside
Staring into the blackness of nothing
Feeling so alone
Why cant I feel any warmth in my heart
Why cant I feel any  joy in my life
I feel so dead inside
I am scared to look forward and I am scared to look back
Oh wont someone help me!
Tell me what to do to rid this emptiness
 

I stare  at you with loving eyes but you dismiss me without a
glance
I sit here and watch you day by day
And feel the frustration build up and up all inside
Like to bubbles in a bottle of unsteady champagne
What is it about you that attracts me so immensely
Is it the longing for your attention
At least a sign that you have noticed me
And if that is so will this infatuation of mine end
Or carry on and on for eternity
Something about you is unique
That smile that sense of humour that flare all arouses my senses
        Even you ignorance towards my love somehow in its weird way attracts me
So I sit and wait watching the world and you pass by.
 
 

Music playing so softly yet with much enthusiasm
A song so sad invoking my own feelings and thoughts
Thoughts of the past and present swarm within my mind
A sadness too now overwhelms me
   A tear comes to my eyes as my mind passes from one thought to another
The sadness so intense my heart begins to ache
A flood of tears pour over my face mourning a love long lost
A love that I have not thought about in such a long time.
Suddenly I feel such a longing and wish so desperately I could run
Into his arms and never let him go….
Feelings I thought I had buried a long time ago
The music stops and slowly so do the tears
I return to my normal state
Burying those feelings once again.